Man Ka Angan

Aik din manish apne kamre me leta tha. Wo kafi thak gaya tha so jakar wo apni thakan door karne ke liye aiksexy film dekh li thi. Film ka naam tha “Man ka aangan”is nangi film ko dekh kar wo uttejit ho utha tha. Uttejnaapni charam sima par pahunch gayee thi. Wo itna adhik mast tha ki bas jee chah raha tha kahin koi laundiya mil jaye aur wo uski bur me apne Lund Maharaj ko jhar kar shanti pradan kare. Lekin bhala aasani se laundiya milti kahan hai? Wo bhi chodwane ke liye. Wo raste bhar aik se aik laundiya ko dekhte aaya tha. Ladkiyan ke ubhare wakchhon ko unki kasi chuchiyon ko dekh kar uska lund aur adhik fanfana uthata tha. Kisi prakar apni masti par kaboo pata huaa wo ghar pahuncha aur apne kamre me let gaya.Sham ke saye ghir aaye the. Lekin usne kamre ki light nahi jalayee thi. Wo andhere me leta kabhi apne hath se laude ko masalta kabhi charpai se ragad uthta. Wo jitni bhi ulti sidhi harkaten karta uska lund utna adhik fanfana uthta tha. Sara sharir akarne laga. Sir chakrane laga. Lauda bilkul lal ho utha. Manish pareshan ho utha. Uski samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki aise me wo kya kare kya na kare. Esi adherbun me wo tha ki uske samne ke kamre me prakash ho utha.Wo kavita ka karma tha. Is samay kavita kahin bahar seaayee thi. Aur wo kafi thaki-thaki si lag rahi thi. Kamre ke darwaze par aik halka sa pardarshi parda pada tha. Jisse kamre ke andar ki har wastu prakash me nahai dikhai de rahi thi. Kavita ne light on ki aur palang par dham se baith gayee. Uska chehra kuchh adhik hi thakawat se bhara tha. Is samay usne aik pardarshak kapde ki maiksi pahan rakhi thi. Jisse se uske sharer kaang-ang aspast roop se jhalak raha tha. Agar wo maiksi ke niche panty aur bra na pahne hoti to shayad uski chuchi aur bur bhi maiksi ke upar se jhalak kar dikhai parti. Is roop me kavita ko dekhkar manish aur adhik pareshan ho utha.Usne aaj se pahle kavita ko isse bhi adhik nangi awastha me dekha tha lekin tab wo apne man ko masos kar rah gaya tha lekin aaj wo kuchh dusre hi mood me tha. Aaj kavita ki jawani usko anokha hi ras de rahi thi. Wo kavita ke masal gathi jawani ko dekh raha tha aur masti se bekrar ho raha tha. Kavita ne aik bahut hi madhosh angrai lee. Uski is madhosh angrai se uske kase waksh brazier ke bahar jhalak uthe. Manish uski is madhosh ada se aur adhik bekrar ho gaya. Bekrari apne charamsima par pahunchti ja rahi thi. Wo sab kuchh chuchap aik tak dekh raha tha. uske ander aik bahut hi bhayankar toofan uth raha tha. Wo toofan bahut hi bhyawah tha. Wo sahan kar sakne me asafal tha lekin fir bhi swany par kisi parkar se sanyamrakh raha tha. Uska rom-rom sihar raha tha. Wo kuch samajh nahi raha tha kya kare. Wo abhi apni hi adherbun me khoya tha ki udhar kamre me aik bhoochal sa aa gaya.Kavita ne apni maiksi utar di thi aur ab wo kewal bra aur chaddi me thi. Uska sara sharir tube light ki safed doodhiya roshni me chandi ke saman damak raha tha. Use is baat ki tanik bhi aasha nahi thi ki manish usko apne kamre se dekh raha hoga. Manish ke kamre me prakash nahi tha. Iska matlab wo kanhin bahar gaya hoga. Lekin use kya pata tha ki manish ko aaj bahar ke nahi ghar ke maal par hanth marne ki dhun sawar ho chuki thi. Brazier aur chaddi me wo bahut hi madhosh lag rahi thi. Koi bhi mard usko is dasha me dekh kar khud par kaboo nahi kar payega. Yahi hall manish ka ho raha tha. Wo bilkul baukhla utha tha. Isi awastha me kavita ja kar sringar table ke samne khari ho gayee.Aur adamkad aine me apne sharir ko niharne lagi. Kuch der wo aine ke samne khadi rahi aur fir kuch sonch kar usne masti me bhar apni chuchion ko mij diya. Uske aisa karne se manish aur bekrar ho utha. Wo apni bekrari par kaboo nahi pa sak raha tha.Wo madhoshi me apne lund ko pakad kar machal utha. Manish apni charamsima ko par kar chuka tha. Wo bilkul baukhla utha tha. Kuchh der aine ke samne khadi ho kar khud ko har tarah se nihar chukne ke baad kavita apne palang par aa gayee. Usne apni nangijawani ko chadar se dhank liya aur aik magazine utha kar uske panne palatne lagi. Aaj wo kuch ajib si halat me lag rahi thi. Aisa lagta tha aaj wo kisi ghatna se do char hona chahti hai. Idhar manish ne man hi man aik bahut ghinauna vichar apne man me janma dala tha. Aaj wo apni bahan ke hi jawani ke ras ko chus lena chahta tha. Apni bahan ki hi kamsin bur ko chod kar apne lund ki pyas boojha lena chhta tha.Man hi man kuch sonchta huaa wo uth baitha. Uthkar kavita ke kamre ki or chal pada. Kavita ked war par jakar wo aik pal ko ruka lekin fir wo sahas karke kamreme prawesh kar gaya. Apne kamre me bhaiya ko dekh kar aik bar to kavita apni nangi awastha ki kalpna matr se sihar uthi, lekin fir usne khud ko sanbhala aur halki si muskan ke sath puchh baithi- “kaho bhaiya kaise….khairiyat to hai?” “yunhi soncha chal kar kuchh der tere kamre me baithun.” “thik hai baitho na.” kavitane kursi ki or ishara karte huye kaha. Lekin manish kursi ki bajay palang par baith gaya. Wahan kavita ke nitanbon ke pass. Baithne se uske nitambon se manishke nitamb takra gaye. Lekin fir uchak kar kavita kuch door ho gayee. “Kahan se aa rahe ho?” “Film dekhne gaya tha.” “Kaun si dekhi?” “Man ka angan.” “Man ka angan….” Kavita thora chaunki. Fir baat jari rakhte huye boli- “kaisi hai…maine suna hai bahut hi nangi film hai?” “Hai to nangi hi lekin ye umar aisi hi filme dekhne ki hai…..chal kal tujhe bhi dikha laun.” Manish behayayee par utar aaya tha.Wo ye bhi nahi samajh pa raha tha ki wo is samay kisse baat kar raha hai. Use is prakar ki baaten karni bhi chahiye ya nahi. Lekin zaroorat bawali hoti hai. Is samay usko bur ki aawashekta thi aur wo use kavita ke hi pass mil sakti thi. Kavita ko bahka kar wo apne raste par le aana chahta tha. Wo chara fenk raha tha. Ab uske bhagye me hoga to machhali fanse gi nahi to wo khatia khinch ke chalasa jayega. Lekin use pura yakeen tha ki machhali fansegi zaroor. Aur isi liye wo puri tarah behayayee par utar aaya tha. Wo kavita ki kamar se lipat ta hi jar aha tha. Bilkul sat jana chahta tha. Kavita khisak rahi thi. Wo khud ko manish se alag rakhna chah rahi thi lekin safal nahi ho pa rahi thi. “na baba papa ko maloom ho jayega to bahut bigrenge, mai aisi gandi film nahi dekhungi.” “tub hi puri pagal hai, are papa ko kaise maloom hoga.” “tum na bata doge.” “mai bhala kyon batane lagunga?” ”fir agar kisi tarah pitaji ko pata chal jayega to?” “tu fikar mat kar kisi ko pata nahi hone payega.” “kaisi hai….maza aata hai?” “are kavita dekh legi to mast ho jayegi.” “bahut jyada naked sin hai kya?” “bilkul khuli….” “Bilkul…kya sab-kuchh dikha diya kya?” “are aikdum saf lete dete dikha diya hai.” “bhaiya.”Wo sharma uthi. “pagli sharmati hai yahi to umar hai khub jeebhar kar mauj-masti loot le fir kahan aayegi yeumar. Mai to kal fir jaunga, tabiyat mast ho jati hai, tubhi chalna.” “thik hai lekin kisi ko pata nahi chalna chahiye.” ”nahi, kisi ko kan-o-kan khabar nahi ho payegi.” “tab to zaroor chaloongi, kaun sa show chaloge?” “sham wala thik rahega…tu sham ko taiyyar ho jana, mai film dekhne ki aagyan maa se le loonga, unko ye nahi bataya jayega ki man ka aangan dekhne jana hai.” “thik hai.” Wo man hi man nihal ho uthi thi. Kuchh der dono maun rahe.Aur fir is khamoshi ko manish ne toda- “abhi kahan se aayee ho?” “gayee thi English film dekhne.” “kaun si dekhi?” “the lovers of Isadora.” “bahut achhchhi film hai.” “wo bhi to sexy film hai?” “han hai to sexy lekin koi khas nahi.” “maza to aa gaya hoga, maine bhi dekhihai, sara ka sara sharir sarsara uth ta hai.” “han..” “kavita.” “kya.” “aik baat puchhun?” “puchho bhaiya.” “kya aurat ki pyas wakai me aisi hoti hai jaisi Isadora kithi, usne 3 mardon ke sath pyar kiya tha, aur sab ne uski jawani ke sath khela tha, kya wastav me aurat 3 mardon ki lagatar pyas bujha sakti hai?” “is sawal ko tum mujhse kyon puchh rahe ho?” “kyon ki tum ladki ho aur aurat ki bhawna ko achchhi tarah samajhne kit um me samarth hai, mai janna chahta hun ki wastav me aurat ke andar itni pyas hoti hai.” “han” “kya tumhare ander bhi aisi koi baat hai?” ”wo to wastaweak hi hai har ladki ke andar ye sab vidheyman hota hai.” “Achchha kavita ye to batao bahut si kitabon me bhai-bahan ke pyar ki kahani chhapi hoti hai, kya wo satye hota hai?” “Kitabon me wahi chhapta hai jo hota nahi to ho sakta hai.”Manish apni bahan ko rah par lane ki har tarah se koshish kar raha tha aur use aasha thi ki wo isme safalta prapt kar lega. Lekin khul kar apni bahan ke aage wo apni wasna ko shant karne ka prastaw na rakhpa raha tha. Achanak kavita ne karwat lee to uske sine par se chadar dhalak gayee. Ye anjane taur par ho gaya tha ya usne jankar kiya tha is ke Visay me to sahi sahi nahi kaha ja sakta lekin usne dhalak gayee chadar ko thik nahi kiya jiske karan uski dono chuchiyan jo brake andar kaid thi manish ke aankhon ke samne aa gayee. Manish fate-fate netron se uski ardh nirwastra chuchion ko dekh raha tha aur dekhta hi jar aha tha. Uski aankhen wahan par pathra kar rah gayee thi. Kavita ne is baat ko mahsoos bhi kiya ki bhaiya uski chuchion ko hi ghur rahe hain. Usne aik tikha sa weing kiya “kaho bhaiya kya dekh rahe ho?” “Kuchh nahi, kuchh nahi.” Manish hakla kar rah gaya.Usne apni dristi chuchion par se hata leni chahi lekin wo wanhi jakar tik gayee. “aaj kuchh badle-badle lag rahe ho bhaiya, lagta hai film ke naked sin ke prabhaw ne tumhare dimag ko jyada hi prabhavit kiya hai.” “hankavita aaj mai bahut hi pareshan hun, sara sharer toot raha hai, ang-ang sihar raha hai, bas man hota hai ki…” “kya man hota hai bhaiya, aaj maine bhi Isadora ke love ko dekha, mai bhi kuchh uljhan me hun, mere bhi sare sharir me gudgudi wyapat ho rahi hai.” “to aao aaj hum aik ho jayen, kavita, dono or brabar ki aaglagi hai, hum dono aik dusre ki aag bujhane me safal ho sakte hain.” “Lekin bhaiya kya yeh sab thik hoga, yeh paap nahi hoga.” “sab kuchh paap hi hai kavita. Is sansar me kaon paapi nahi hai, sab paapi hain, hum-tum bhi paapi hain, kewal aik yeh paap na karne se agar hum sare paapon se chhutkara pa len to chalo thik hai lekin nahi, kavita paap insan se hi hota hai, kabhi-kabhi insan jaanboojh kar bhi paap karne par utaroo hota hai.Chor janta hai chori paap hai lekin wo karta hai. Sab kopaap punye ki pahchan hai lekin sab paap karte hai. Hum bhi aaj aik paap kar dalenge to kaun sa paap ka bojh dharti par badh jayega. Aao hum aik ho jayen kavita.” “Bhaiya…..” kavita bhi puri tarah masti se do char ho rahi thi. “aao kavita aaj hum aapas me gunth jayen.” Manish ne apni bahen faila di. Kavita bhi banh faila kar aage badhi aur dono aik me sama gaye. Kabhialag na hone ke liye. Kuchh der dono aapas me gunth se gaye. Dono ki sansen teji se chal rahi thi. Dono bilkul diwane hote ja rahe the. Fir jab kavita kuchh hosh me aayee to usne apne ko sambhalte huye kaha- “bhaiya….” “kya kavita….meri pyari kavita.” “Darwaza khula hai, koi aa na jaye.” “nahi kavita aaj koi nahi aayega.” “fir bhi darwaza band karlo.” “Achchha” kahte huye manish kavita se alag huaa. Uthkar usne darwazaander se band kar liya.Fir band kamre me bahan-bhai nishchint bhaw se prem krida khelne lage. Manish ne chadar uthakar sofe par fenk di. Ab kavita ki gori sangmarmari deh uske samne pyasi machhali ki tadap rahi thi. Manish ne jhuk kar kavita ke galon ko chum liya aur fir usne dono hathon se bra ke ander se bahar khinch kavita ki kasi-kasi doodhya chuchion ko mijne laga. Wo is samaydiwangi se chuchion ko mij raha tha. Kavita par bhi bharpur diwangi sawar thi. Use dard ho raha tha lekin is mithi pida ko wo sahan karti ja rahi thi. Wo masti se aur adhik sarawor hoti ja rahi thi. Fir dekhte hi dekhte manish ne kavita ke bra ko uske sharir se alag kar diya.Kavita ki dono badi-badi swasth chuchiyan fadak kar samne aa gayee. Kavita itni madhosh ho uthi thi ki use kuch bhi ahsas nahi ho pa raha tha ki kya ho raha hai aur kya nahi. Wo nangi hai ya kapdon me use zara bhi ahsas nahi ho pa raha tha. Bas use maza aa raha tha aur wo masti me bahak kar sare maze ko loot lena chah rahi thi. Aur wo bhi loot raha tha. Uska bhai usko bharpoor anand de raha tha. Aur wo anand vibhor hoti ja rahi thi. Manish kas-kas kar dono chuchion ko daba raha tha aur unse khel raha tha. Fir usne kavita kiranon par hath fera. Masal rano par hatheli rakhte hi wo machal uthi wo bahut adhik bekrar hoti ja rahi thi.Aikaaik manish ne kavita ki chaddi bhi khinch uske sharir se alag kar diya. Ab kavita sir se pair tak puri tarah se nangi ho uthi thi. Uski paw roti sarikhi bur dekh kar manish ke muh me pani aa gaya. Usne jhuk kar kavita ki bur ko chum liya aur fir jibh se chatne laga. Uske aisa karne se kavita aur adhik betab ho uthi.Uska rom-rom gangana ke khada ho gaya. Uska sara sharir gudgudi bhar utha tha. Wo bahut adhik mast ho uthi thi. Chat kar bur ko gili kar lene ke baad manish ne us par hatheli rakh kar sahlaya. Wo aur adhik sihar uthi. Kavita bekrar hoti jaa rahi thi aur manish usko pahli harkaton se aur adhik bekrar karta jaa raha tha. Ant me kavita sihar uthi. “bhaiya….hay bhaiya.” “kya huaa kavita. “ab nahi raha jaata bhaiya, ab aur adhik der mat karo bas…ab chod kar meri khujli mitao. Bahut tej khujli ho rahi hai.” Manish samaj gaya ki kavita ab puri tarah mast ho uthi hai. Wo yahi chahta hi tha usne to jaankar apni mastani harkaton se kavita ko iskadar mast kar diya tha. “bas kavita ghabrao nahi, ab mujhse bhi adhik sahan nahi ho raha hai.”Manish ne kaha aur wo turant apne kapde utarne laga.Dekhte hi dekhte wo sir se pair tak madarjat nanga ho utha. Kavita ki ankhen nashe se masti me jhapi jaa rahithi. Wo palken band kiye leti thi. Kapde utar ke manish kavita par dono tangon ke bich aa gaya. Usne bagal mepadi boroline ki tube uthai aur apne laude par tatha kavita ki bur ki dararon me boroline lagai aur fir kavita ki dono tangon ko thoda sa chhitra diya. Uske aisa karne se kavita ki gulal ho rahi bur thoda sa fail uthi. Kavita bahut adhik madmast ho uthi. Usne chaha ki woapni dono rano ko aapas me kas le jisse uski bur thodasa gharsan mahsoos kare aur khujli mit jaye. Lekin ab manish dono tangon ke bich baith chukka tha. Usne takiya utha kar kavita ke chutar ke niche rakha jisse uski bur uth kar upar aa gayee. Ab usne apne lund ke supade ko kavita ke bur ke chhed par halke se rakha. Kavita aur adhik sihar uthi. Uske muh se siskari nikal gayee. Manish ne apne dono hathon se bur ki dararon ko halka sa failaya. Aur lund par halka sa dawab diya. Jisse uska supada bur ki dararon ko chauda karta ander jaa kar fans gayee. Supada bahut halke se andergusa tha lekin wo sab kavita ke sath pahli bar ho raha tha.Wo aaj pahlibar bur ka udghatan karwa rahi thi. Isliye use halka sa kast huaa, lekin wo itni adhik mast thi ki us halki si pida ko sahan kar gayee. Supada fansa kar manish ne apne dono hath badha kar kavita ki kasi chuchion par rakh kar chuchion ko wo muththi me kaste huye lagbhag kavita par let sa gaya. Is parkar uske honth thik kavita ke honthon par jakar baith gaye.Usne kavita ke adhron ko danton se daba kar apne lund par aik halka sa dawab diya. Is tarah uska pura supada kavita ki bur me sama gaya to kavita siskari bhar uthi. Usne apni tangent fekni chahi to manish ne apne tangon se uski tangen fansa lee aur tang jakar kar usne halka sa dhakka lagaya aur uska aadha se adhik lauda kavita ki laslasa rahi bur me samata chala gaya. Kavita dard se tadap uthi. “Si….bhaiya….zara dhire se haye bada dard ho raha hai.” “bas ghabrao nahi kavita, abhi maza hi maza aane wala hai.” Manish ne kaha aur kuchh rukkar usne aik aisa dhakka mara kiuska puda lauda jad tak kavita ki kunwari bur me samagaya.Kavita dard se dohri ho uthi. “haye…bhaiya….haye…uyee….mari bhaiya….bhaiyaaa…bhaiya bahut dard ho raha hai….apne musal ko bahar karooo…haye… mai mari jaa rahi hun.” “ghabrao nahi kavita bas ab sab thik ho jayega.” “haye bhaiya nahi saha jata bahut tez dard ho raha hai.” “bas kavita bas ho gaya. Ghabrao nahi sab thik ho jayega ab bahut dhire dhire karoonga koi taklif ab nahi hogi.” “nahi bhaiya nikal lo, mai sahan nahi karpa rahi hun, bada mota hathiyar hai tumhar, meri bur fati jaa rahi hai, haye bhaiya dekho to bur fat gayee.” “nahi kavita kuchh nahi huaa hai.” Kahte huye manish ne halke se apna lauda thora sa bahar ki or khincha aur fir halke se pura ander daal diya. Kavita ko aisa mahsoos huaa jaise dard samapt ho raha hai.Is bich manish ne do teen bar apne lund ko halke halke ander bahar kiya tha. Aur sachmuch hi ab kavita ka sara dard door kanhin vilin hokar rah gaya tha. Wo nihal ho uthi. “Kavita.” “Kya bhaiya?” “Dard door ho gaya?” “Han.” “Ab kaisa lag raha hai?” “Achchha lag raha hai.” Kavita ne wastavik baat bata di. Use ab achchha hi lag raha tha chudai ka anand use aane lagatha. Manish ne aage bola- “maza mil raha hai na?” “han.” Aur fir isi ke sath hi manish tezi se dhakke lagane laga. Uske har dhakke ke sath kavita ki bur ki diwaronko adhik anand aane laga tha. Bur ki diwaron me jitni khujli thi sab dhire dhire samapt hoti jaa rahi thi. Ab khujli ki jagah gudgudi badhati ja rahi thi. Is samay dono ke sharer me bahut adhik gudgudahat fail gayee thi.Dono anand vibhor ho uthe the. Dono ki masti aur wasna ab shant ho rahi thi. Do pyason ki aik sath pyas bujh rahi thi. Dono aik dusre ke sahjivi sidh ho rahe the. Dono aik dusre ke purak sabit ho rahe the. Aik ke bina dusre ka jiwan adhura sidha ho raha tha. Manish barabar jam ke kavita ki bur me dhakke maar raha tha.Wo dhakkon ki gati tez karta jaa raha tha aur kavita ko bahrpoor anand prapt ho raha tha. Aikaaik kavita bahut adhik mast ho uthi. Wo haule se bol uthi- “bhaiya….” “Kya?” ”aur kaske dhakke lagao….aur kas ke chodo, bahut adhik maza aa raha hai. Chodo bhaiya….haye bhaiya…haye mai ab tak is anand se anbhigya thi.Aaj tumne mujhe aik adbhoot anand se parichit karayahai. Chodo….aur kas ke chodo.” Kavita puri tarah se karah uthi. Udhar ab manish bhi kahta jar aha thawo puri shakti se dhakka mar raha tha. Aur apne Lund ko bur me ander bahar kar raha tha. Kavita bar bar hanf rahi thi aur ulti sidhi baat bakti ja rahi thi. Ab shayad dono hi jharne ke bilkul karib pahunch gaye the. Dono jharna hi chahte the ki manish ne aik bahut shakti laga kar dhakka mara aur kavita par aundh kar rah gaya. Uske Lund ne Pani Chhod diya tha. Usi ke sath kavita ke bur neb hi pani chhoda. Sari bur pani se labalab bhar uthi. Dono aik sath jhad gaye the. Dono ki sans tez chal rahi thi. Fir kuchh der baad dono normal ho gaye.Manish ne uth te huye kavita ki bur se lauda bahar khinch liya. Phach ki awaz ke sath lauda bahar aa gaya.Usi ke sath dher sara virya bhi bur se bah kar kavita ki janghon pe fail gaya. Manish ne tauliya utha kar apne Lund par lage virya ko ponchha aur fir wo kavita ki bur ko ponchhne laga. Fir wo puchh baitha- “kavita maza aaya?” “han” “ab roz humlog ye maza loota karenge, to taiyar ho.” “Han” aur fir aik din ka paap roz roz ka paapban kar rah gaya. Manish ne uth kar apne kapde pahneaur fir dusre din yahi khel dubara khelne ka wada kar wo kamre se bahar ho gaya. Lekin kavita usi prakar nangi padi rahi. Usne apni naganta ko chhupane ke liye aik chadar ordh li aur so gayee. Fir ye khel roz khela jane laga. Manish apni bahan ki bur ka diwana hai usi prakar kavita bhi apne bhai ke lund ki diwani hai. Wo diwanepan me sabkuchh bhool gaye hain. Rishte-nate, paap-punye sab kuchh. Bas unhe mauj masti se kaam hai.